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PostPosted: Mar 13th, '06, 05:07 
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The approach of the end ahead...

You've come so far, and yet, the greatest task is still laying before you. The sum of all challenges, conflict, emotion, power.

The first test - Soul. Alizlia tested you personally, pressing her darker power into your veins, assaulted your very core, your very being. The continual struggle with the poison like attack awoken something within, and it was very much alive. It desired survival. Like an explosion of power, your soul struck back, and overpowered the unaware Avatar. Such a display surprised Alizlia, and she left, leaving you bitter. As time went on, you understood the importance of creating the desire within.


The second test - Mind. This time, Rithyrn tested you personally, by giving a series of questions, each designed to create different outcomes through which order of choices you took. The choices made, may of been the ethical, but not of the logical, and it gave you trouble in the end. But your desire to succeed overcame the obstacle, and you ended successfully, gaining wisdom.

The third test - Spirit. You were escorted to the cells by Aenima, under the orders of Alizlia. Here, you met one of the ancient Gifted Ones - Nephthys. This extra-ordinary creature once possessed the power to contain Kich'ravell, but now controls the stability of the void, eternally wandering this barren existence. It was then that the test of the power of the spirit was understood. Over great physical anguish and torture, the creature wished you to give in to safety, but you did not. It was ended with a success for the greater cause. The message and moral was that in times of hardship, the end of the darkness and the light of the eternal drew near.

The fourth test - Body. This was different that expected. It was not to test your body, but of someone elses - A small boy. Following the fire path of life, dialogue took place, advising that the body is to be cherished; The body is your temple, and is deserving of respect. This small boy looked up to you for sanctum, and you provived with your words. You helped him overcome his abusive father, a half-fiend, and arose him to new power, A Greater Planatar for his god. With the body, success can be achieved, but without one, nothing will be.

The fifth test - Transcendence

:: Our souls, she whispered... can -only- be achieved... ::

:: ...through death. ::

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Good feelings are coming back, other tension lowered and let place to new things. I had a very good day, and I'm feeling they'll continue to be.

I saw Discord as well, and I was very happy to see her like she is right now, I care a lot for her well-being. I as well slowly started to announce that my birthday is soon, and that I'm looking for ideas of what to do.

Definatly, it's going quite well...

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At the first hours of my birthday the final happened, it is now done, the trials are over and the door was opened. I lost someone but won something else in return, I suppose things cannot be obtained without losing some first. At least her presence is still with us all.

The rest of the day wasn't much like I hoped it would be. Had troubles with some people, Hadora making shits around and some trouble with Lucretia, I've made my choice and now must assume them and do my responsabilities, even if it costs me. But with all that, the day slowly ended, without a party, and with all the food Pierre prepared going to those in need because nothing was ate, nor nothing was celebrated...

Happy birthday Vaern....

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Twenty three years....only twenty three years and I have more tales and fight than a fifty years old war veteran. I had the responsabilities of a religious empire, one of the biggest cult in all the now death Faerun. And yet it continues, responsabilities and even more experiences, even more contacts. The mind grow at an alarming pace, having at time a legendary wisdom a five hundred years old elf wouldn't even have...

The body do not grow as fast, and I start to feel...displaced, like if I was fourty years but with a young body, I feel so old and yet I have so many vital needs for the youngs.

I am alone since so long, the emptyness at my side is starting to weight, I knew the joy of mutual sharing and a lot of its downhills as well...but I miss those time when I would softly awake with my wife at my side, gently resting with a slow breathing and a soft smile on her lips. I miss those small things of life. I am young and yet lived so few of what it is to really live.

But once more I sealed my fate and those small things will mostly won't happen, for I am His. I feel different and His presence might be affecting me, but all this was for the best, all this was for those I love and care, all this was made to protect and defend...if it means I had to sacrifice my youth and who I am, then so be it. Fiends and close ones, be happy, be safe, for I chosed this path for you...

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For a small moment I was alive, like a normal person. It was right after receiving the three gifts...and news feelings in my body, it is growing stronger as I am. It feels strange yet so good.

For a moment the time had stopped, for a moment I was a normal person, just living and being happy, slowly, carelessly. But it all stops, we all have to wake up and get up from bed and start a new day, all of us. But I keep hope of the next time I'll feel like that again. And I am still not sure if the hair really look great...to get from blonde to black is quite a jump... guess it's one out of many change I'll live.

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New description, new portrait coming soon as well, and now a theme song suggested by AcidZealoth

Carry your cross and I'll carry mine -Tiamat

Blame my cloven hooves
If I sink what does it prove
I'll always be your prey
Blame my crooked cross
Say I'm your bitter loss
The winds of hell are blowing your way

Carry your cross and I'll carry mine
Dig your own hole and you'll be fine
Build your own tower 'til heavens devour
Your very last hour


Blame it on hell's fire
And on my desires
The skies are crying blood
Give me all your lies
And blame the lord of flies
The face of evil is the face of God

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We change, everyone do, but in a way, we are fighting so others don't have to change, don't have to face the horrors we faced, the nightmare we had to witness. I am happy that now I have no more nightmares, but not everyone has that luck...

I almost had the feeling to see myself in a mirror yesterday night, this person was entering the path I had to take some time ago, it hited me and wondered if everything I did to help everyone will really serve ? Will all end for the best ? I wonder... but at least I am happy right now, and I have someone that can help me out.

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After what happened today I feel so weird....it was so weird as well, I'm utterly confused by all this and it feel odds. I'm not too sure what to think of it. Hope I'll find some answers soon because right now I feel realy special...

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Another strange day, so many tension in so few time and so many who tried. At least it made me think a lot, and made me ask for answers. Answers that I got, now I must find a way to express them... I just hope everyone will turn alright, so much happen lately, not from the outside, but from the inside.

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It has been almost a month, but so much happened, yet so few, I almost got myself tempted, another weird happening happened. As always I enjoyed it as much I fought it, I cannot fear it anymore. But it makes things worst. Someone went more diatant after a cold, and someone try to get closer. I'm done... my high will and wisdom enabled me to survive and strive, but right now it's sometimes too much. I have to make a move and talk.

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I'm searching and searching, she will be found.

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So many things to manage, so much to do. Since the council went into slumber I am the sole supervisor of everything, a war is at stake and I am responsible of all those people. This remind me too much of the gods war. Rithryn cannot be found even if we turn upside each and every stone. Things don't look too bright but we've faith and hope.

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Every beginning has an ending and it is coming closer and closer. I sense it, something big shall be happening, they are planning something for it was too quiet recently, the end of the war is coming. For the best or for the worst, things will end and change. It has been a year almost since the story began for me, and soon we shall see why it all started.

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The end is becoming near but I didn't expected him to be part of it, I have no trust in him, I don't even know if he's reliable, something's whispering me that all isn't true about him. But maybe it's something else talking...

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So much happened. He was like I expected him to be. More troubles then needed. But then she joined us, a good thing for it ease my burden toward her, no more secrets, only truth and revelations. And recently two new person enter the outside circle... we are growing. Such is good I suppose. But I had slight fears at first, but Ætheos calmed me. She knows the right words to say when she wants to. It touched me, and I realised how things evolved. How things are different. Things may not always evolve has we would had wanted to, but this is nothing that bad neither...

But I must try to calm myself, too much happen in me, something that will only make my life enter another phase of changes like some months ago. I should really stop being so well surrounded...

They are making more and more agressive moves, the siege will soon turn into war. But we are ready to receive them, I have faith in Him and in all of us. Personnal issues and things of sort should wait after this war finaly end...

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